15/10/2025: hello.... recently i have been afflicted with boughts of insommnia. i suspect i am allergic (in a way. my skin Hates it) to Sodium Laryl Sulphate. been dealing with the repercussions of that for a few weeks now. i am just now feeling my creativity churning again.... uni takes up a lot of my time. wrote a big essay on Constructivism that i am proud of but it was a real close one... submitted 4 minutes before the 11:59 deadline. i went out bush way and participated in many Wine Tastings. I now enjoy white wine sort of. Ive always liked red. I have moved out of home for a bit. the first thing i did in my new apartment was Vomit lol (hangover). red wine is dangerous if you are a fast beer drinker.

had a crazy shift at work where the whole time i was having Apocalyptic Visions. And i like my job! It was like those jellyfish that make you feel impending doom. i just knew I has like 5-10 minutes Left alive. Thankfully this did not turn out to be true. i think i had too much coffee lol.

digital ones below are drawings done on my 30mins at work on a friends iPad

Tribute to Lee Meng And the Fight For Malayan Self-Determination in the Anti–British National Liberation War [1948–1960].

ive been doing more reading recently.